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Friday, August 13, 1999... 10:43 a.m.

listening to: People talking

Last week, Rob Brezny's Real Astrology predicted that, due to a certain conjunction in the heavens, August 11th would herald a certain understanding of our personal places in this universe; the blueprint for what one is meant to do on this plane that one's deity created at one's birth.

In essence, if you go with it, you'll know what you're supposed to do here.
Well. I'm not positive on what I'm supposed to be doing on this earth, but things are clairifying at a rapid rate. Thoughts come to me in the space between sleep and dream, where I always find a certain uncluttered thought process that is not normally available. What's more, I'm remembering.

Something outside myself will not quell my fears or allow me more confidence. The confidence comes from belief in my abilities.
My greatest weakness is not any of the crap that I told people in my interviews, my greatest weakness is my lack of self-confidence, which makes me scared, which makes me afraid to try.
It's alright to be scared. It's that you need to get past it.
Making an effort is required. Procrastinating doesn't make it all go away, just get bigger.

Robbie Williams is cool. That's all there is to it.