Today, I sat in a nicely decorated temp agency, and hoped to god that I could get something I liked soon. January is coming up fast...disturbingly so.

*sighs*
Feels like it's been a long day, and it hasn't really. Not in the least. I even slept for a few hours, as I was tired, and kind of drained.

Have you ever had a person in your life that made you absolutely nervous, for no apparent reason? Someone who has an effect on you that isn't quite definable, but is obvious, and disturbing? Someone who can say a few simple words to you, and you have no choice but to blush... an actual physical reaction to something like; "I'll see you around..."?
Obviously, I do. It's odd. I hadn't spoken to this person in a very long time, and when I began to, online, I didn't know it was him. I got these messages that creeped me out a little because I didn't know who it was...
Strangely enough, when I found out who it was (or rather, confirmed my suspicions), I was more freaked by it than when it was some random person.
I don't react well to that sort of thing, flirting, or pretend romantic overtures, from this person. I'm not sure why, but I just... lose my mind at times.
I didn't feel it was fair. But how were they to know, really...
*laughs*
Though I'm pretty sure it's obvious. And always has been.

So I ended up feeling utterly emotionally drained. I still am.
Such is confusion.

But I got a cell phone!

I'm very sleepy, and I'm supposed to have guests tonight. I feel weird, headachy, tired, and... out of it. I feel like being away from the box for the night. I feel like scrawling some of this down, and looking at school stuff.

I think I will.