Based
on the Gospel -
Mark 16:1-8 Following
a tragedy you often see people flocking to the site bearing bouquets of
flowers to leave as a tribute to those who have died.
We witnessed it when the Columbia space shuttle broke up during
re-entry. People left
floral tributes and flags outside the space centre.
They gathered together to honour, to remember and to pray for
those who died. They were
looking for comfort; there is comfort in coming together to share grief
and pain. Consider
your own reactions to tragedy. Following
9-11, for example people flocked to local churches to light candles and
to spend some time in prayer. When
we heard of impending war we came together to pray for peace.
Most of us have a need when we face tragic moments in our lives
to seek community, to come
together. We may not know
what to do about the situation, but we want to do something.
We seek the solace of others.
We seek the courage and strength that comes from community.
It helps us in the grief process.
It helps us to see where God is in our pain and to know that
others are feeling as we do. On
that first Easter morning a group of women came together.
They had suffered a terrible loss with the death of their beloved
leader. They had seen his
body taken down from the cross and laid hurriedly in the tomb.
There had been no time to mourn.
There had been no time to prepare his body for burial.
In their minds they knew what they wanted; they knew it would
never happen. They wanted so much to hold him once more, to feel his
gentle touch, to hear his voice. They
had a need to be together; they had a need to be doing something,
anything. And
so they bought spices and headed to the garden to anoint his body.
They knew that this visit to the tomb was useless.
They spoke about it in hushed tones as they walked to the garden.
They had watched yesterday as a large stone had been rolled into
place across the entrance of the tomb.
They knew they would not be able to move it aside.
And yet they went. They
needed each other’s companionship. They needed to be doing something.
They went filled with all of the emotions we feel as such times
– fear, disappointment, uncertainty, doubt, grief, guilt, pain.
They
arrived at the tomb only to find the stone had been rolled away.
You might think that they would be relieved, but the fact is it
terrified them even more. Even
when they realized that the stone had been rolled away and that the tomb
was empty that terrible sense of fear remained.
The message of the young man at the tomb did nothing to change
it. They knew that these
were dangerous times. They didn’t dare tell anyone what had happened.
If
our experience of Easter is bunny rabbits and chocolate eggs we will not
understand their reaction. If we are here this morning to shout alleluia and to see
people we have not seen since Christmas we will not be prepared for what
the women experienced. But
if we have suffered loss we will understand only too well.
Easter is about disappointment.
Easter is about loss. Easter
is about failure. Easter is
about guilt and grief and pain and doubt.
It is about a loss so deep and profound that all we can think
about are the obstacles in our way.
Every
person’s life contains immovable stones.
They stand in the way of meeting our goals.
They make it difficult to achieve personal holiness.
In every human undertaking, raising a family, pursuing a
profession, we encounter problems.
Resentment, fear, difficult relationships, sickness can all be
huge stones in our lives. We
in turn can have many different reactions to those obstacles.
We can hope our problems will disappear.
We can pretend there are no problems.
We can get discouraged. We
can form a committee. Or
we can head to the tomb, and trust that God will roll away the stone.
But like the holy women we may find that even when the stone is
removed the fear and disappointment are still there – unless we can
understand clearly the message of the emptiness of the tomb.
The
resurrection is the cornerstone of our faith.
It was difficult for the first disciples to believe it.
Fear and uncertainty got in the way.
It is difficult for many today.
The “how” continues to defy us.
We want proof. And
the fact is that we have to prove the resurrection of Christ for
ourselves. Oh! We can’t
do it by finding historical evidence or through contemporary analysis.
We can’t do it for anyone else.
But the wonder and awe of faith is that we can do it for
ourselves, by living and acting on the basis that it is true despite our
feelings or emotions or scientific evidence to the contrary.
We do it by experiencing Christ in our lives.
The
holy women were living in a Good Friday world, but Easter came for them.
It made a difference to their doubt, grief, guilt, pain and fear.
It can come into our Good Friday world as well.
Resurrection does not depend on me, on where I am, on my
feelings. I can run away in
fear. I can misunderstand
what is happening. But when
I stop running, then I see the face of Christ in those around me.
Then the new dawn appears. Then
I know the risen Christ. I
feel a sense of astonishment at the sheer goodness of God.
Those are moments to treasure as moments of grace in my life.
Then I can say with certainty, Christ
is risen, alleluia! The
Lord is risen indeed, alleluia! |
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